Wednesday, June 3, 2009

La-who-sa-her

WEll it's official, I am a loser.. and not the kid of loser I want to be.... My 10 pounds are back.. I am not surprised... disheartened, pitiful, discouraged, but not surprised.

If I was bleeding, I wouldn't just sit there and watch myself bleed, no I would stop the bleeding and make sure it didn't start up again.....


It would make sense that I would stop my body from getting fatter, and make sure I didn't get any fatter... You would think right?

There are no excuses.. I just don't feel it, that gumption is gone, you would think that seeing myself naked would be gumption enough.... you would think..........